Monday, December 24, 2012

GARY WILDERNESS




"And the work of a thousand dreams boiled over into the soup, a cream of all things forgiving. The lasting absolute tragedy is still unknown." -GENERAL Provolone Jackson 

I've never been to Montreal, from what I hear it's dirty, full of whores and for "those in their late 20's looking to live cheap in hostels or bum daycares." Someday I will cook skirt steaks and sweat last nights drink over cutting boards, roam Montreal late into the morning mumbling about Telluride and ancient black and white film festivals that lasted only for one despairing year. For the time being let's call Aspen home, home is where the fat is. 

It's Christmas eve, the day before jewbear walked on the moon played synthesizer for the MASTER KEEPERS back in 2004 and was excusably hung out to dry in the sub zero shit frost of the primitive dinosaur valley of dreams. Screams where heard from miles as broken piano keys, BLACK AND WHITE fell like pouring rain. REMEMBER  PROGRESS. NO LIMITS ANYMORE. ONE IS STILL NOT ENOUGH. But at times one can be just too much. Too much to handle, sometimes certain folk should be wiped clean from the play ground, sometimes, Thorazine cocktails are still not enough. 
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The (RMF's) ramble into the Gomorrah that is Aspen Colorado, America's riches little town. Small town mystique with a flare of uncontrollable money rage and old fashion greed. I'm not saying it's a horrible place to reside, it's fantastic as a Tour-on center for payments due and accessible social contrasts as viable as breeding it's self.  It's like a burning  painting that never goes out the art on the canvas never changes but the fire rages on, still as admirable as it was in the first hour of torch. Art parties are fun, camping in the woods like a fucking rebel seals my deal, McDonald's in the mourning like another sanctuary city in America is fabulous, pretending to be a surgeon on the bus is a hobby best done after a long and exhausting night of drugs and drinking. This is the loaned behavior of Ted Kennedy, surly and drunk...carried from Bar to Drinking House, where Hunter S. Thompson breathed cocaine behind a man using a newspaper as a shield  all at the Hotel Jerome J BAR. Things come close, passing cars, to spend forty winks beneath creaking bridges when it's 5 degrees, howling nerves at all times of day, beers with the toxicity of thee finest malt beverages east of the Mississippi and better than the filth of any inner city. 
(BREAK)
It's Christmas Eve. The Year is almost beyond, I suggest we relinquish what remains as far-fetched and hang from the rafters, be thankful for our collective liveliness and pretend everything is as splendid, as splendid as once heard; as the soup overflows thy pot and sizzles into the sucking vents of our forgiveness.   

See you in the afterbirth, yer friend...

-Gary Wilderness.

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Monday, March 26, 2012

THE WESTERN FRONT

Going to post random shit bits from the WESTERN FRONT I have a stack of writings and a whole note book, some are dated others not. I will write them here just as they are written there. When I left Ohio I felt the excitement of fear, the opportunity of rage and a little sadness. When I left Colorado in a blurred rush I stacked all the loose bits and wrapped them with a rubberband. This is the first one, the one on top (I'm going in order of stack not by date)



Dec 23 11
Christmas Eve Morning. Sitting at the Aspen Hospital looking for free coffee sitting with a couple of Hobos. Chevy, the old man, and the other old man. At 8 O'clock we go to the day center and start cooking "I'm like any other guy---I like hardcore porn"-old man. Just another day working the streets of Aspen. Waiting for the cooking to begin. Just another day. We should write a vulture and say "lend and tell me what a whole I'm in."

Note: Eventually Im taking all these notes and together and filling in the peices for a book of sorts, these are direct notes and more to come.